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skullpeach: lolabc: akalle: ? ! AAAH FAIRIES!! PIKMIN ARE...

Sun, 22 Jul 2012 02:28:14 -0400

skullpeach:

lolabc:

akalle:

?

!

AAAH FAIRIES!!

PIKMIN ARE REAL

oreides:

Tue, 17 Jul 2012 01:49:46 -0400

oreides:

Something happened a few weeks ago. I told my best friend about...

Mon, 02 Jul 2012 02:50:49 -0400

Something happened a few weeks ago.

I told my best friend about Tulpae, and he was very open-minded about it and accepted the idea.

But when I told him my Tulpa was a pony, he got a little upset.

Now he doesn’t hate MLP, or Bronies, not that I am one myself.

But he said that making it a pony, and not something original, was a big waste.

I didn’t want to agree with him, but I couldn’t help but do so.

I mean, we’re talking about something that comes from the very essence of yourself, and to make it in the shape of a widely-known character is just…..well it really /does/ feel like a waste.

Now I’m not against it if your Tulpa IS in the form of a Pony, but this is just my own humble opinion.

But now onto my dilemna.

I really don’t know what she should look like now. I REALLY can’t help but keep her female, but I can’t land on a look.

So if I can’t decide on one, then….well what should I do?

Any suggestions?

Whats there to blog about? I got at least 3 popping outta my ass...

Tue, 12 Jun 2012 01:04:34 -0400

Whats there to blog about? I got at least 3 popping outta my ass every day!

quiet-little-english-garden: Link getting some...

Tue, 12 Jun 2012 01:03:24 -0400

quiet-little-english-garden:

Link getting some action

Livin’ the dream…

DUDE, I AM TRIPPING MAJOR BALLS!

Tue, 12 Jun 2012 00:59:41 -0400

DUDE, I AM TRIPPING MAJOR BALLS!

A few things of notice, from my last session which was literally...

Sat, 09 Jun 2012 03:59:04 -0400

A few things of notice, from my last session which was literally a minute ago:

1:Sometimes Vinyl has black hooves, more like a real horse. You ever looked at Stalkerloo’s blog? It’s like that. I wouldn’t have a problem with this, except she tends to take on a more donkey-like appearance when this happens.

Needless to say, this worries me immensely. I really hope its a hiccup, and that she retains her adorable pony-like appearance.

2:Switching songs tends to disrupt my concentration, making it harder to visualize Vinyl consistently. I must stick to one song, and repeat it for the session, or maybe cut out the music altogether.

3: 10-minute sessions seem to be going fine, however 15-minute ones tire me out. Next few sessions will be 12-minute. We’ll see how that goes.

chadleymacguff: diam0nd-guns: phillywillygasp: yunomaekfunwitm...

Fri, 08 Jun 2012 18:37:23 -0400

chadleymacguff:

diam0nd-guns:

phillywillygasp:

yunomaekfunwitmii:

gaymerlag:

kebinu:

jkimisyellow:

floptina:

mulan dont give a shit

mulan has run out of fucks to give

Mulan no curr

Mulan: “Gurl had it coming.”

Mulan: ” One less bitch, to worry about “

Mulan: “Who’s next?”

Mulan: “Look at all that dishonor”

Mulan: lol i got eggrolls in the oven

Mulan:

KISS, DAMMIT!

Made this after a visualization session I hope Vinyl...

Fri, 08 Jun 2012 03:42:11 -0400

Made this after a visualization session

I hope Vinyl agrees…

I smiled wider than I ever have and then I died a little inside,...

Wed, 06 Jun 2012 03:47:08 -0400

I smiled wider than I ever have

and then I died a little inside, knowing this was fake.

I’m sad now….

Workin’ on stuff after a session. I fucking love Bastion.

Wed, 06 Jun 2012 03:39:53 -0400

Workin’ on stuff after a session.

I fucking love Bastion.

Current problems: Visualizing her without glasses and...

Sat, 02 Jun 2012 01:20:58 -0400

Current problems: Visualizing her without glasses and head-rotation. Also whenever I visualize the body it tends to stretch or deform in some manner. Any advice or help for this?

As you probably already know, I’ve been a total flake...

Thu, 24 May 2012 05:41:55 -0400

As you probably already know, I’ve been a total flake about this Tulpa thing. In reality, I’m a horrible procrastinator, and very very lazy. I’m not trying to have a pity party here, but….well allow me to get to the point.

Recently I had an *eh-pih-fun-ee* (idk how the fuck a you spell it) of sorts. I felt really horrible for flaking off on Vinyl like I did. Just dropping the short sessions I was doing and never following up on the promises I made not only myself, but her as well. It hurt me deeply, emotionally and, to a much lesser extent, physically. So the the last 3-4 days I’ve been having 30 minute sessions every night, basically getting myself back on track. So yeah thats whats going on here. I don’t know how I’m gonna tell FAQ_Man, because I know I’ll have to eventually, and I KNOW he”l look down on my actions majorly, but I guess we all have to face the music now and then.

But now that I got that out of the way, I have some news. The last 2 sessions I had have yielded some interesting results. Last night I had major trouble keeping my mind focused on Vinyl visual-wise, most-likely due to lack of sleep, and it affected a lot of other aspects of tulpaforcing as well. So after 20-30 minutes I said to her as best I could, something to the affect of “I’m sorry but I just can’t do it tonight.” But a few minutes after that, I got something back. A feeling, that seemed to say “Don’t worry, I understand.”, like you would say after being dissapointed by an event. Again I didn’t get these words directly, it was just an feeling that seemed to be these words manifested.

Earlier, I finished up a session, which was more successful than last night visualization-wise anyways. I could visualize her very clearly, save for a few abnormalities, but I didn’t feel very deep-in-thought as I usually do. Then when the 30-40 minutes was up, I went to turn my computer back on and then I felt something again. This time it was like a “Please don’t go.” Like she was very sad and wanted to spend more time with me. So I complied and somehow I was able to be in deeper thought than before, I could even see her clearer. After about 10 minutes of that, I decided to go to sleep. However I didn’t feel very lonely as I usually do. I felt as if there was a presence next to me. A strong, emotional presence. Whether it was just me or it really was her, I don’t know. But in any case I really hope to get some answers out of it. This really got me excited, but now im gonna go to bed so toodles~

Q and A time!

Wed, 09 May 2012 02:12:11 -0400

So some of you may be wondering “Are you gone? Are you...

Tue, 08 May 2012 01:40:00 -0400

So some of you may be wondering “Are you gone? Are you still working on Vinyl?”

The answers are no and yes, but I’ve decided to only update when something happens thats worth updating. I’ve been a bit flaky(as i am with a lot of things) but I promise when something happens, I’ll let y’all know.

(day 16-17) I had a good visualization session yesterday. After...

Sun, 22 Apr 2012 20:45:00 -0400

(day 16-17)

I had a good visualization session yesterday. After dancing my ass off during a carnival near my place, I took a breather for about an hour or so and decided to make use of the time. With the aid of Heaven’s Tower (theres the link if you want to hear it) I got a good 30-45 minutes of visualization in.

I swear I was just plain GONE, like when I was done I literally felt like I stepped back in from another dimension. Felt awesome, man.

I’ll be having another session tonight, probably with The Rain song or (Imaginary) Folklore. Yeah music really does help, especially with the wonderland.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e6Q3GMCPJQM

Day….fuck it, lets just say its 15 BACK ON THE BALL, IM...

Sat, 21 Apr 2012 11:04:40 -0400

Day….fuck it, lets just say its 15

BACK ON THE BALL, IM UPDATING DAILY AGAIN

….thats kind of it for now, no noteworthy developments other than being lazy <_<

….also sleep schedule got DRASTICALLY fucked up.

Day…..9-12 I believe Things are getting much clearer now....

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 03:21:50 -0400

Day…..9-12 I believe

Things are getting much clearer now. I feel like I can see her well enough in my head while visualizing now, or maybe thats just me. Probably is, I barely visualize for more than a few minutes a day, but when I do I get REALLY into it. Maybe thats to make up for how little I actually do it? I dunno, in whatever case, I feel myself improving.

I hear its more important to concentrate on the personality of your tulpa anyway, and that the form is more subject-to-change. Nevertheless, I’ll keep on truckin’

Day 11 I’m really annoyed right now. I just had myself a...

Fri, 13 Apr 2012 01:52:39 -0400

Day 11

I’m really annoyed right now. I just had myself a visualization session. Lasted about 10-15 minutes. Better than usual.

The reason I’m annoyed is because I came across a rather intimidating hurdle in this last session: the ears.

Yes her ears. For some reason when I visualize her ears there either very long and pointy(almost donkey-like) or they look just…..off. I dunno, I’m doing scans of ALL my pony folders to get the image burned into my brain but its seems to be working very slowly if at all.

I have to stop doing this late at night. I’ll always fall asleep doing it. Maybe it just takes a lot out of me. The only reason I do it as the alst thing I do before I sleep is because there’s very few distractions. Everyone else is either asleep or falling asleep so its just easier. But on the same token Im also very tired myself, and I’ve fallen asleep visualizing on a few occasions. I don’t know why, exactly, but I have a feeling that’s something one should avoid while making a tulpa. At least my sessions are lasting longer little by little so thats SOME progress.

In case you were wondering, heres The Rain Song by Led Zeppelin.

Thu, 12 Apr 2012 04:17:09 -0400

In case you were wondering, heres The Rain Song by Led Zeppelin.